Please do me a favor and burn that cross you've been wearing around your neck...it doesn't become of you to act in an non-christian manner while wearing the crucifix on your neck.........
Do not lay judgment-that's God's job--and you are not God. Do not perpetuate lies-while you hold that cross between your fingers as you speak ugly. Do not pretend to be a good Christian just because you go to church on Sundays or incidentally do something nice here and there.
Please--do not tell others what a "Good" Christian you are while devoutly perpetuating hatred upon others. It is absolutely disgusting to see adults purporting hatred upon innocent children and babies---so please take that Gold Christian Crucifix symbol off your neck until you reacquaint yourself with Christianity in a biblical sense--since that's your "protection". Anyone who violates an innocent baby or child over and over again by and through their own selfish acts is NOT A CHRISTIAN......
We all make mistakes and must move on....but sometimes we need to self adjust and obviously no one in your circles is helping you to act appropriately in the given equation of life you are working through.
So, while I work to forgive your ignorant behaviors; you ought to recognize your own pathetic attempts at hurting a child are being seen by the same God you hide behind and He will react effectively in my opinion---leaving my hands clean.
Please put yourself in check with "CHRISTIANITY" if this is the case.